Post by Icefire on Jul 6, 2010 4:41:24 GMT -5
I'm sorry...but the person i was before is no more
Please don't expect me to be
Like i once was when you last knew me
I have changed so much since then
I really do wish i could be
Like the me you once knew
Back then problems were so few
But now i have changed
Become close to mentally deranged
And it just hurts for you to be here
You've been away so long
And so many things have gone wrong
Mayb if you would've been here
I could have dealt with my pain and fear
But we can't change the past
And the present will not last
So please just leave me alone
My heart is already stone
Theres nothing you can do
And no way to help me
This is just how it has to be
I never wanted you to see
What has happened to me
The confusion in your eyes
Slowly turning to hurt and despair
As you finally realize i no longer care
I really did once...but that was before
And this is now...so i just turn away
Even tho we can't go back
And i'm forever changed
For towards you my heart is stone
And my emotions are dead
I still wish you could have known
What i never said...
I never said...i'm sorry
And now i wish more than anything that i did
And even tho wishing won't make it so
At least now i know
That if i ever have the chance again
I will do so without hesitation
Because just to say these simple words
Would be so much better than going forever unheard
So if we ever meet again
I just want to be able to say
That i'm sorry for the way things have to go
I'm sorry...and that is what i wish you could know....
Please don't expect me to be
Like i once was when you last knew me
I have changed so much since then
I really do wish i could be
Like the me you once knew
Back then problems were so few
But now i have changed
Become close to mentally deranged
And it just hurts for you to be here
You've been away so long
And so many things have gone wrong
Mayb if you would've been here
I could have dealt with my pain and fear
But we can't change the past
And the present will not last
So please just leave me alone
My heart is already stone
Theres nothing you can do
And no way to help me
This is just how it has to be
I never wanted you to see
What has happened to me
The confusion in your eyes
Slowly turning to hurt and despair
As you finally realize i no longer care
I really did once...but that was before
And this is now...so i just turn away
Even tho we can't go back
And i'm forever changed
For towards you my heart is stone
And my emotions are dead
I still wish you could have known
What i never said...
I never said...i'm sorry
And now i wish more than anything that i did
And even tho wishing won't make it so
At least now i know
That if i ever have the chance again
I will do so without hesitation
Because just to say these simple words
Would be so much better than going forever unheard
So if we ever meet again
I just want to be able to say
That i'm sorry for the way things have to go
I'm sorry...and that is what i wish you could know....
