Lost in Lies

[Icefire]

Wandering thru this world
I don't know which way to turn
Lost now and forever
My soul is destined to burn
For this i suffer more every day
For this i cannot find a pain free way
If i knew how to avoid this disgrace
I would have long ago left the race

On and on i struggle
Looking for a better sign
Fearing to cross the line
Wondering if i'll change
This pain inside burns so bad
Even worse than i thought it had
I just want an answer
Not another lie like before
Not another lie like now
Maybe this isn't how
We can't go back
Forever lost is the chance
This is the final glance
Truth shall shatter your mind
The peace you cannot find

I turn and look away
Not listening to what you say
It's just more lies
I can't believe my eyes
What your saying to me now
Is just words of nonsense
These words make the world tense
Now i leave , never to come back
For my heart is gone
And i am moving on
Always walking away
From what i did yesterday
My mind always at a loss
For words to express this pain
And now my heart is slain
I say goodbye to this place
Leaving it all behind
I slowly lose my mind
Feelings of despair
Can't breathe the open air
Left here to die
This is how it must be
And the story of my insanity
Will be an ever haunting tragedy
Forever lost to this world
And now i fade from your sight
Now i fade into the night....