Post by Icefire on Apr 22, 2010 1:32:59 GMT -5
I know what this has done to me
I know how this destroyed my heart
I had no idea this was only the start
Of so much more
So much more agony
Hurt so many times in the past
The safety just won't last
Ever fearing the thing that could be
Ever failing , the ways are lost to me
Hated this life once
Still hate the pathetic way
You try to make it say
What you think it should
Worse than i ever could
Screaming again i want to get away
Just escape what i know
And run far below
Where noone can ever find me
Noone can ever deceive me
Why does this pain never leave
Just digs it's way in deeper
I can't climb much steeper
My strength is coming to an end
And my will is starting to bend
So much hate boils inside
I can't take this anymore
Just want to bleed it out on the floor
Make it go away
I don't want it to stay
But it's left a scar
I can't understand
I won't get very far
Losing my only relief
My mind overtaken by grief
I'll make everyone pay
I hate the world for this pain
I have screamed for so long
And now i cry an empty song
Dead inside , dead to this world
You have killed my will to care
I no longer care about you
I no longer care about this world
Everyone will taste my anger
Everyone will feel my pain
They will fear my name
I will start this deadly game
I do not care for this place
I do not flinch from the shame
I have been so tormented by these thoughts
My heart and soul have been shredded and torn
My mind is weary and worn
I have been slashed by the knife of betrayal
The scar it left just a constant reminder
I wish i could just let go
Of this hate that grips me
I'll make them all suffer slow
The poison will flow
The world will die before this happens again
I will forever be tainted by this sin
Lost now and forever
I know i can not sever
The tie to the darkness
Whispers in my brain
Blood falls like rain
This is my time to feel
Something i don't have to steal
Losing sight of my cause
I savor this moment of death
These words a curse on my breath
Now the day has ended
Shadow rules my soul
This pain has taken it's toll
Nothing left of me that's worth saving
My torn out heart lies on the ground
My shattered soul blows away
My body left to slowly decay
This is my brutal end
The result of my eternal pain
Another story of the slain
I know how this destroyed my heart
I had no idea this was only the start
Of so much more
So much more agony
Hurt so many times in the past
The safety just won't last
Ever fearing the thing that could be
Ever failing , the ways are lost to me
Hated this life once
Still hate the pathetic way
You try to make it say
What you think it should
Worse than i ever could
Screaming again i want to get away
Just escape what i know
And run far below
Where noone can ever find me
Noone can ever deceive me
Why does this pain never leave
Just digs it's way in deeper
I can't climb much steeper
My strength is coming to an end
And my will is starting to bend
So much hate boils inside
I can't take this anymore
Just want to bleed it out on the floor
Make it go away
I don't want it to stay
But it's left a scar
I can't understand
I won't get very far
Losing my only relief
My mind overtaken by grief
I'll make everyone pay
I hate the world for this pain
I have screamed for so long
And now i cry an empty song
Dead inside , dead to this world
You have killed my will to care
I no longer care about you
I no longer care about this world
Everyone will taste my anger
Everyone will feel my pain
They will fear my name
I will start this deadly game
I do not care for this place
I do not flinch from the shame
I have been so tormented by these thoughts
My heart and soul have been shredded and torn
My mind is weary and worn
I have been slashed by the knife of betrayal
The scar it left just a constant reminder
I wish i could just let go
Of this hate that grips me
I'll make them all suffer slow
The poison will flow
The world will die before this happens again
I will forever be tainted by this sin
Lost now and forever
I know i can not sever
The tie to the darkness
Whispers in my brain
Blood falls like rain
This is my time to feel
Something i don't have to steal
Losing sight of my cause
I savor this moment of death
These words a curse on my breath
Now the day has ended
Shadow rules my soul
This pain has taken it's toll
Nothing left of me that's worth saving
My torn out heart lies on the ground
My shattered soul blows away
My body left to slowly decay
This is my brutal end
The result of my eternal pain
Another story of the slain