Post by TaZ on Feb 26, 2010 4:45:08 GMT -5
I enjoy life for what it is how I lived it. It is fortunate in someways that I have lived the life of an 80 year old except haven't been to war and extremely unfortunate in others.
To all those who must wonder how somebody could have so much negativity and to all those who have had enough of my depressive topics, stories ect... Im hoping that below will be seen as education for no sympathy or compassion but more understanding at least of what I have gone through and why I don't just answer with a positive comment when for example someone says my friend was in car crash but she is fine.
These things are a few of many that have happened that of which some will scar me for life some won't. You can view most of them in the forum under stories however of course a select few I have decided are inappropriate some I can't ever say.
Yes I was in a serious car crash which my mother was trapped for an hour and a half, yes, I did witness an attempted murder in 98,Yes I did have a hernia that had to be surgically repaid, yes I was first to the scene of a car crash which had two deceased teen agers and one semi conscious trapped but alive in it... yes same day as that car crash I was hours later the nearest flag marshal who nearly got killed by flames fatal motorcycle crash at a race track.... I did witness the rider get killed and it was extremely gruesome.
I lead my life a day at a time and if anything feel I would now be better to come across a similar situation than anybody that hasn't experienced what I have. With this in mind.. Im now in charge of flag marshalls for motorcycle racing and have joined Road Rescue. On the even more brighter side of life I have a beautiful wife and four cute kids and living in quite a decent house in a nice quiet town.
I did get extensive counseling for everything I have gone through and to be really honest I get satisfaction and do believe it helps me to help others. It really does help just by telling your story to as many people you know as possible. If you find that telling your story to people appears to make them bored thats a sure sign you need to get counseling.
I hope this gives people a better understanding of who, what, where, when, how, and why I am who I am. Im also hoping that this will ensure that you see me as one of those who likes to listen to any major issue life throws at you and am only too happy to talk about it.
To all those who must wonder how somebody could have so much negativity and to all those who have had enough of my depressive topics, stories ect... Im hoping that below will be seen as education for no sympathy or compassion but more understanding at least of what I have gone through and why I don't just answer with a positive comment when for example someone says my friend was in car crash but she is fine.
These things are a few of many that have happened that of which some will scar me for life some won't. You can view most of them in the forum under stories however of course a select few I have decided are inappropriate some I can't ever say.
Yes I was in a serious car crash which my mother was trapped for an hour and a half, yes, I did witness an attempted murder in 98,Yes I did have a hernia that had to be surgically repaid, yes I was first to the scene of a car crash which had two deceased teen agers and one semi conscious trapped but alive in it... yes same day as that car crash I was hours later the nearest flag marshal who nearly got killed by flames fatal motorcycle crash at a race track.... I did witness the rider get killed and it was extremely gruesome.
I lead my life a day at a time and if anything feel I would now be better to come across a similar situation than anybody that hasn't experienced what I have. With this in mind.. Im now in charge of flag marshalls for motorcycle racing and have joined Road Rescue. On the even more brighter side of life I have a beautiful wife and four cute kids and living in quite a decent house in a nice quiet town.
I did get extensive counseling for everything I have gone through and to be really honest I get satisfaction and do believe it helps me to help others. It really does help just by telling your story to as many people you know as possible. If you find that telling your story to people appears to make them bored thats a sure sign you need to get counseling.
I hope this gives people a better understanding of who, what, where, when, how, and why I am who I am. Im also hoping that this will ensure that you see me as one of those who likes to listen to any major issue life throws at you and am only too happy to talk about it.
